Does this make me lazy or worthless?

Question

I've always been a slow-worker but

that doesn't make me lazy, does it?  

I have a hard enough tune working 

more than 30 hours/week at Coffee-Bean.  

I love being there, but I would

have to really push myself to '

work the standard 40 hours/week.  

There's lots of other things I can do.

I can work in a library, as a library tech.

I also looked into working from

home as a medical-transcription editor.  

Bottom-line: I need to work

in an environment that's quiet.  

Your thoughts?