You are a female aren't you? I knew a woman who used to do the exact same thing, she used to spend hours doing her face and hair in the morning, and would sometimes cry over it. You are experiencing the spotlight effect, if your hair is not perfect, you think that people will judge you, or your makeup or clothing. You need to remember that there are billions of people in the world, and people really don't care about you. You are experiencing a psychological disaster, and you need to help yourself. You need to accept the ultimatum. Even if the whole world sees you as ugly, you must accept this and be able to forgive yourself. If you are able to not care what anyone thinks under ANY circumstances, you will learn to accept yourself for who you really are, which is definitely not as bad as you think you are. In your mind you might feel ugly, but its just not true. IT IS ALL IN YOUR HEAD. IT IS ALL IN YOUR HEAD. IT IS ALL IN YOUR HEAD.
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