I had sex with a boy and now he is telling his friends that I have an ugly vagina?

I know I should not worry about him, I am not in love but i am so insecure, my labias are so gross, they are beef curtains, I wanted a labiaplasty but I listened to comments on the internet saying I should love myself, I don't want to go through this experience again, I even want to cut them myself, I am 18 and... show more I know I should not worry about him, I am not in love but i am so insecure, my labias are so gross, they are beef curtains, I wanted a labiaplasty but I listened to comments on the internet saying I should love myself, I don't want to go through this experience again, I even want to cut them myself, I am 18 and still living with my parents how do i tell my mom i want desperately a labiaplasty? i have no money and i must tell her, please no comments about self love, im so done with those
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