trust me its not worth it. if something is going badly in your life, just wait and see you still have a chance for your life might turn out well. whatever is happening in your life that is causing you misery, try and change it or get councelling to help solve your problems. theres no point ending life soon, we are all gonna die at one point anyway so why do you want to go now? i pray for you, i believe in you stay strong and brave. your life is a special gift given to you.
sometimes when i feel depressed i try and look at the little things in life that make me happy, i love being alive. i love waking up every morning and hearing the birds outside sing, i love when i get up and splash cold fresh water on my face it feels so comforting, i love when im thirsty i take a drink and the water flushes down my dry throat, i eat food and the beautiful flavours explode in my mouth, i love the feeling going outside and the satisfying feeling when sun shines and warms up my body.. even just being alive and existing on this earth is amazing. but we forget to appreciate it.
remember that you probably have family and friends that really care for you. you will destroy them so you have to think about their feelings too. i know it might seem hard but remember that life is not perfect, no one gets off. everyone has small issues in their life that they deal with. life is short. so we have to try and appreciate breathing and living in this body, in this soul whilst we can x