Looking for a job with almost no work history do's and don't?
Now I'm 34 and I am afraid I won't even last any longer, with no social connections, burnt bridges, literally stuck in my world of grand delusion. I don't know where to even start, Im not sure if I'll be able to apply for a conventional office job let alone face the people at work. I can manage self employment or working at a job where there is minimal interaction with others.
My parents might be gone in a year or two. I haven't lived a year outside of my home city. All the nightmares are catching up and all the fanatasies of an escapist are equally appealing. If I had a gun I'd have shot myself in the head an easier way out. Right now in looking at trying to create something for myself with the little resources I have before the actual nightmare begins when eventually when my parents are gone. I feel dead scared 😨. I never thought about the harshness of reality where without a job your live breathing body is just as good as a piece of trash on the road side.