How to deal with loneliness?

I’m 19, practically a bag of bones and socially awkward. I feel everyone I talk to just uses me as charity work, and it’s proven guys I’ve even known for years use me for attention, to later get with a girl prettier then me I never knew about and ghost me. I feel so miserable and lonely, like my whole childhood... show more I’m 19, practically a bag of bones and socially awkward. I feel everyone I talk to just uses me as charity work, and it’s proven guys I’ve even known for years use me for attention, to later get with a girl prettier then me I never knew about and ghost me. I feel so miserable and lonely, like my whole childhood I’ve felt this way and have never been able to fix myself, socially or emotionally. I’m not sure what to do anymore. I try social media, talking to strangers I’ll never meet, and that’s cool but I miss human contact. Nobody is there for me, and I’ll bend over backwards for people that have ill intentions. Please help ):
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