The sorrow of Thanksgiving and Christmas and the rejection from my own family has begun. How does one cope with this dark season?

The sorrow stays with me through January 6th and a little but of it until winter is over. The holiday season is just such a deep reminder that my family does not love me because I am unlovable and unworthy. How does one cope without drinking myself into a coma and never being found?
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