I feel guilty for existing?

I've lived 18 years already. I feel constantly bad for people who have to spend time with me and everything, even my friends so I kind of push them away. I'm just pathetic and I feel bad because you're supposed to enjoy life someone should have taken my place on this earth not me. Is this a normal... show more I've lived 18 years already. I feel constantly bad for people who have to spend time with me and everything, even my friends so I kind of push them away. I'm just pathetic and I feel bad because you're supposed to enjoy life someone should have taken my place on this earth not me.
Is this a normal feeling to have?
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