My ex-boyfriend hates me. How can I be his friend?

I have been on and off with my boyfriend for a year. We just broke up a week, ago I think for good this time. He told me that he thinks that he still loves his ex girlfriend. I use to ask him all the time if he did, and he would always say no. Now all of the sudden I noticed that he was not paying me much... show more I have been on and off with my boyfriend for a year. We just broke up a week, ago I think for good this time. He told me that he thinks that he still loves his ex girlfriend. I use to ask him all the time if he did, and he would always say no. Now all of the sudden I noticed that he was not paying me much attention. I asked him several times whats going on, and he send that he still wants to be with me but he wants to take things slow. I then asked him if he was still in love with her and he said yes. I yelled at him, told him don't ever call me again, called him an a**hole. Then I texted message him "I hope you die" However I texted him back and said " I don't want you to die but please never call me again, act like we don't know eachother and I will never speak to you again, hope you, and her are happy. It's been about a week, and I miss him, and want to at least be his friend, but I am afriad to call. What should I do, so at least we are not enemies. He has not contacted
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