I am 25 years old. I love music. I play the guitar, violin and piano. I am very active in my church's choir. I often get the solo's when we perform and I am on the praise team where I get up and lead the church in worship. I have always had a passion to perform and do what I love.
I have a YouTube channel that I started maybe 7 years ago. When I started it, I was really inspired. I thought I was going to move to Nashville to pursue a career (or try to anyways) but that plan never worked out.
I am married and just bought a house, so it's not like I can just up and move. I have a college degree and a job I love in law for exactly what I went to school for, but I just feel like I am not living my life to the fullest. I would never put my husband or myself in financial jeopardy trying to chase this dream, but I just feel like this isn't what I am meant to do the rest of my life.
I am a Christian and a firm believer in everything happening for a reason and how we are all where we are for a reason, but I can't let this flame burn out. My dream as a musician is not to become the most famous musician or the next pop star, but I want to inspire people. My dream is to keep my relationship with God strong and to share that relationship and my love of music with everyone.
Just feeling very uninspired lately and would like some advice from people who have (maybe) gone through this same experience.