It seems every time I leave my brothers house/my dad s house and have to live with my mom I m just worthless. When I get back it all seems so gloomy and so dark. I will often sit for hours upon hours crying, which isnt normal for me, I usually never ever sit and do nothing unless it s beautifull outside and a good temperature. So as an example I was gone for a month with my dad and had a lot of fun, the day after I had came back to town my aunt needed a kideny transplant and I didn t get to say a dull goodbye, just a halfass hug because I thought i would see him before I went back to my house I had great fun with my brother and his girlfriend which are great people, as an example I ll point out he s 19 and I m 13 and he ll drive a whole hour to pick me up and hang out for a few days. But when I got back that gloomy feeling came over me and I cried for 6 hours, I dont know about other people but that didn t seem healthy. Can somebody please answer?