I'm male 20 years old. In the past I have done some bad things to girls. I have called 2 girls $luts . One when I was in high school and one in my apartment. I have ignored Girls but I only called 2 of them $luts. In high school I had rejected 2 Girls and they were popular but one I rejected very badly. The one I called a $lut was actually a good friend and I had called her this 3 times. She forgave me twice but the last time she hasn't forgiven me even after 4 years. I have heard that I'm good looking but I don't believe it because if I was Girls would be all over me. The one in school was a good friend and this by year when I tried texting her , she said I'm an a$$hole and she doesn't want to text me and I called her a $lut again. The one in my apartment tried speaking to me a lot of times but I always ignored her and even a few other girls tried talking to me and I ignored. But in my gym a zumba teacher is there and she is in college , same age as me. She has a boyfriend of 5 years but she is friends with a girl who was friends with a girl who I called a $lut in high school. I have only spoken to her once and that day when I was walking away her , I smiled and said hi but the music was very high , and she ignored me , and after class was over when we walked past each other , she didn't look at me. Like 2 months before this she looked at me and when I looked at her she pooped away quickly. She is hot and popular. She clearly hates me . How do girls find a way to hate me ?