I have found out that my fiance is still lying and doing things behind my back (see my last post/question). I found out about a credit card he has just for use for phone sex lines, etc. Our wedding is in 2 freakin weeks. I told him last night that I cannot deal with this. I have two children (not by him, I was married before)and no where to go. I have no money, nothing. I told him I was going to marry him then divorce him, take all his money, and make his life hell. What the he** is wrong with me? I would also like to add that I have bi-polar disorder and take medication. I refuse to go to therapy because I already know they are going to tell me to get out of this fast and to NOT marry him. So much money has been spent (even though I KNOW that a divorce would cost alot more)...I just can't seem to get over the fact that I just want this wedding so bad, but not neccessarily him. Please only serious answers, not cruel heartless ones.